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• I apologize for vanishing, the real world is quite the busying place! I do appreciate all of y'alls feedback, I've been slowly getting better at it. I still get upset from time to time, but it's been a noticable difference to me. And it isn't just the game, I get upset by messing up in almost any aspect of life. Part of me wishes to think maybe it's just those "19" year old thing where I overthink and stress and think everything needs to fall on me, hence why I can't accept failure. What puzzles me is that

  - I fully understand it's a game

  - If not a game, everyone makes mistakes in game or not.

  Yet somehow it doesnt come across, like if I started getting spam killed, it starts like a pressure at the chest, then like the blood in my neck gonna burst, then the actual outburst. The difference here is that there are actual warning signs now before the freakout, before I would just instant snap and go apecrap then and there. But, I'm trying to stay positive, and keep practicing on bettering my behavior! Again, thank you guys for the advice.

  in Anger Issues and DC. Comment by Ihatemyself01 January 18, 2021